I just need some time to sit and think. Walk and sit on a park bench, drive and drive and drive till I want to pull over…some place where I won’t get questioned. Some place where I won’t be judged, yelled at or told I suck. But no, I can’t have those few minutes to myself because otherwise people will think I’m nuts, or that I’m doing something illegal. Fuck this. Give me ten freaking minutes to myself to think about life.